i see a solitude
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 by jasmine
I need to realize that maybe being fashionable is not worth serious horrid knee and foot pain I'm enduring right now. I decided to rock these bangin' heels, which was not a good idea since I had to do a bunch of scurrying around campus. Ugh, I wanted to die. But I got all kinds of random compliments, which is always good for the soul.
Oh, god, so Gossip Girl was fantastic last night. Loved almost every second of it. However, the whole having a classy cocktail thing didn't work out so well. I had to deal with raspberry vodka instead of strawberry, and oh, I'm such a novice. I tried to make a cocktail with Sprite, and I way overdid the vodka part. I couldn't even finish a glass because it was just...disgusting. It was like sugar mixed with rubbing alcohol. Terribly offensive to the tastebuds, and maybe it's my punishment for even trying to drink on a Monday night. I don't even enjoy alcohol. But I've been socialized by my peers into thinking that alcohol makes everything better, and it really doesn't. Not in my case, anyway.
I wonder why my room smells like medicine.
Also, I feel myself becoming a legitimately mean person. It scares me.
Oh, god, so Gossip Girl was fantastic last night. Loved almost every second of it. However, the whole having a classy cocktail thing didn't work out so well. I had to deal with raspberry vodka instead of strawberry, and oh, I'm such a novice. I tried to make a cocktail with Sprite, and I way overdid the vodka part. I couldn't even finish a glass because it was just...disgusting. It was like sugar mixed with rubbing alcohol. Terribly offensive to the tastebuds, and maybe it's my punishment for even trying to drink on a Monday night. I don't even enjoy alcohol. But I've been socialized by my peers into thinking that alcohol makes everything better, and it really doesn't. Not in my case, anyway.
I wonder why my room smells like medicine.
Also, I feel myself becoming a legitimately mean person. It scares me.
