i'll never be picture perfect beyonce

I'm waiting for my moment to come
I'm waiting for the movie to begin
I'm waiting for a revelation
I'm waiting for someone to count me in
Because now I only see my dreams
In everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on everything that I love
Cold like some magnificent skyline
Out of my reach
But always in my eyeline

Keane - Spiralling

This sums up my life most perfectly. Tis the season to be shamelessly emotional.