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Friday, November 07, 2008 by jasmine
I came to the realization that basically everyone I've met since the beginning of 2006 has been totally wack.
That's kind of rough.
Oh, and dudes are really mean (in a complete punk b word kind of way, the lamest kind of mean) and a recent experience has confirmed why I tend to not engage with them. It only took me...well, far longer than it should have, to accept that homie is kind of a sucky person. Because even though I talk a lot of s-word about folks, I think most people are basically good and don't intend to hurt others. Which is incredibly naive. I've been lucky in that I have had relatively little experience with being emotionally stabbed, so when it does happen, I make a lot of excuses for the violent person and try to rationalize their actions and make them less hurtful. Not cute, and I'm just going to become much less hesitant about legitimately blacklisting people.
I'm making a commitment to return back to the basics (but not in a mediocre Christina Aguilera kind of way). Cutting the fat, if you will. I'm stoked.
That's kind of rough.
Oh, and dudes are really mean (in a complete punk b word kind of way, the lamest kind of mean) and a recent experience has confirmed why I tend to not engage with them. It only took me...well, far longer than it should have, to accept that homie is kind of a sucky person. Because even though I talk a lot of s-word about folks, I think most people are basically good and don't intend to hurt others. Which is incredibly naive. I've been lucky in that I have had relatively little experience with being emotionally stabbed, so when it does happen, I make a lot of excuses for the violent person and try to rationalize their actions and make them less hurtful. Not cute, and I'm just going to become much less hesitant about legitimately blacklisting people.
I'm making a commitment to return back to the basics (but not in a mediocre Christina Aguilera kind of way). Cutting the fat, if you will. I'm stoked.
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That sucks! Cut the fat and be lighter for the ascension.