i'll never be picture perfect beyonce

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to not be so introspective. It's a trait that has caused me entirely too much...grief, but at the same time, I think I would probably be a much less evolved person because of it. But then I wonder if some of my deficiencies would be non-existent if I wasn't so interested in myself.

I don't know. Whatever, over it. It's technically still Saturday night, so I'm going to party by obsessing over Britney....god, I would really be an empty shell of a person if I didn't idolize Brit-Brit. I am forever astounded by my lameness.