and i can see this unraveling

i spend a lot of time waiting and hoping for phone calls lately. it is so demoralizing and irritating.

nevertheless, i hope s calls me today so we can go to a club. i haven't been to a club since...the second weekend i was here, and it was wack on several levels. but i know that the right establishments and the right going-out buddies are out there, and i need to figure it out before certain people come out to visit! i should have asked that girl i was standing next to on the metro platform the other day. from the conversation she was having, it was clear that homegirl is very familiar with, at the very least, great places to drink.

i'm completely ignoring the fact that i should really be on lockdown because my financial situation sucks, but that makes me want to go out even more. silly, silly girl. i'm going to regret my irresponsibility soon enough, so i might as well indulge in it for the time being.

on an even more pathetic note, i find myself relating to the music of 16 year old disney chicks hardcore. demi lovato is killin' hos with this new album. or at least, the one song from it that i have been listening to almost nonstop. "catch me" is too adorably fierce.

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    On 11:54 AM J. said...

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    On 11:54 AM J. said...

    I'm sure that if you don't find something then we'll work it out. Oh is it like muggy hot there or moist hot? Also what is the club attire there?