drive my soul
Saturday, July 18, 2009 by jasmine
of course, homegirl gets back to me and she can't go out. quelle surprise. whatever, i just took a most amazing shower, one of those seriously cathartic showers that completely washes away external and internal grime. so at least i had that to make this saturday night worth something.
people in phoenix keep telling me to come back after my internship is over, and while most of me balks at the fact, there is that tiny sliver of my soul that is longing to be back in familiar territory, with reliable friends, and devoid of consistent and constant loneliness. but i know i'm romanticizing what my life used to be, and i know that it always takes me a long time to settle anywhere. so i keep strutting along, secure in the knowledge that one day, the missing pieces will materialize, and this web of despair and depression i'm steadily and expertly weaving will eventually unravel. because it has to.
people in phoenix keep telling me to come back after my internship is over, and while most of me balks at the fact, there is that tiny sliver of my soul that is longing to be back in familiar territory, with reliable friends, and devoid of consistent and constant loneliness. but i know i'm romanticizing what my life used to be, and i know that it always takes me a long time to settle anywhere. so i keep strutting along, secure in the knowledge that one day, the missing pieces will materialize, and this web of despair and depression i'm steadily and expertly weaving will eventually unravel. because it has to.
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Don't return to AZ! You're one of the few that made it out alive and that says more than enough.