fragile and free
Thursday, September 24, 2009 by jasmine
so my internship is over. almost four months of...institutionalized awkwardness is finished. of course, even though most of my time there was miserable and mindnumbing, i don't do well with endings. so of course i spent the whole day being nostalgic...
this is the last time i will walk from the capitol south metro to [insert office building here].
this is the last time this douchey security guard will do a half-hearted wanding of me
oh my god, i'll never twirl down these hallways again when i think no one else is around.
and so on and so forth. and even though none of my coworkers will receive invites to my imaginary future wedding, i did feel a deep pang of sadness when i realized i'd never see them again. it's kind of jolting to go from seeing the same cracked people daily to not seeing them at all.
the whole finding a big-girl job thing is failing pretty hardcore. though there are a couple of promising leads. though that's what i thought a month ago and none of them panned out. sigh. recession, be gone, please. thanks.
i just want to be able to shop again. i don't think that's a lot to ask for. forever 21 is screeching for me. and so is h&m. i live for luxuries.
this is the last time i will walk from the capitol south metro to [insert office building here].
this is the last time this douchey security guard will do a half-hearted wanding of me
oh my god, i'll never twirl down these hallways again when i think no one else is around.
and so on and so forth. and even though none of my coworkers will receive invites to my imaginary future wedding, i did feel a deep pang of sadness when i realized i'd never see them again. it's kind of jolting to go from seeing the same cracked people daily to not seeing them at all.
the whole finding a big-girl job thing is failing pretty hardcore. though there are a couple of promising leads. though that's what i thought a month ago and none of them panned out. sigh. recession, be gone, please. thanks.
i just want to be able to shop again. i don't think that's a lot to ask for. forever 21 is screeching for me. and so is h&m. i live for luxuries.
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Oh H&M and I miss thee! Aeropostale has been having sales up the wazoo and they keep sending me discounts on everything. I jacket I bought arrived today and I'm excited to go pick it up from the office!!!