i'll never be picture perfect beyonce

so even though i'm cynical and refer to boys i'm attracted to as "future ex-boyfriends", i'm in love with the idea of love. to be completely candid, i don't think i will ever find it. and i'm okay with that. but i remain completely infatuated with other people's love. i love hearing expressions of love. i love reading schmoopy, vaguely obnoxious blog entries about good relationships. and i LOVE love songs. adore. my recent obsession is a track from mariah carey's memoirs of an imperfect angel



it's called "the impossible." and i'm completely obsessed (yes, i really just did that. i know. i know.)

anyway, it's fabulous.

i love you like summertime

love you like cherry wine

love you like free money, like a preacher loves sunday

love you like a freezepop

love you like a milkshake


love you like a high school girl on a first date

love you like shooting stars

love you like a muscle car

love you like we're destined

love you like my lover and my best friend

love you like sunsets, bubble baths on the jet

love you like kool-aid, louis millionaire shades


love you like sugar daddies

love you like a holiday duncan heinz yellow cake


love you like it's 5:00 am and i want to work

love you like louis vuitton heels and a miniskirt


[some lines redacted because i can't decipher what she's saying]

so silly and ridiculous, but sincere. and i feel like if i were to fall in love, this is totally how i'd describe it.

maybe one day? maybe?