i'll never be picture perfect beyonce

Yesterday, a complete stranger told me "I've seen you around campus, and for some reason, I knew you were special."

The enormity of this statement did not hit me until just a few seconds ago. Those are amazingly kind words. It's rare to hear amazingly kind words in this day and age.

This is completely ridiculous, but I'm listening to Britney's "Circus" right now, and for the first time ever, I relate to this song less on the "observer" level and more on the "ringleader" level.

Because I'm crazy.

Throughout most of college, I relied on certain vices to bring me relief or comfort. Recently, most of those have become stale and inactive. I'm in a transition phase, and I hope that by the end of it, I'm going to be satisfied.